Kandi Burruss‘ estranged husband, Todd Tucker, is opening up about the darkest moments of their separation.
“I’m gonna be honest, when we separated, I stayed in the guesthouse, which is just me in this big house by myself. My kids and the family are next door, and it was a lot of alone time,” Todd told Page Six.
“It was a lot of time in my head, thinking, trying to figure out, ‘What did I just do? What just happened? Did I lose my family?’ So I’m gonna be honest, I had nobody really to lean on.”
Todd reiterated a heartbreaking confession featured in his upcoming docuseries, Til Divorce Do Us Part. Todd revealed that during some of his most painful moments, he “looked at [his] gun.”
“But then I snapped out of it, like, ‘No, you have a family. You have kids that you have to see them through,’” he recalled.
Todd said he has since turned to faith and is taking steps toward rebuilding his life. “It was a lot of dark times, but since then, I’ve been going to church, I’m about to find me a therapist and just take this journey of rebuilding myself, getting myself where I wanna be and being the best dad and the best co-parent and moving forward.”
Previews for Til Divorce Do Us Part, which Todd described as his version of Kandi’s recent ‘I Do. I Did. I’m Done.‘ tour, show him having candid conversations with several of his male friends, many of whom have appeared on or remain connected to RHOA.
Todd also believes he deserves the opportunity to tell his side of the story after spending more than a decade in the Housewives spotlight. “I’ve been labeled everything in the book for over a decade on ‘Housewives.’ And I’ve never really spoken, and I just wanna be heard. And after that, I’ll go fade into the darkness, and you won’t hear nothing again.”
