Demi Engemann‘s future is bright, according to The Secret Lives of Mormon Wives personality who told PEOPLE her decision-making process around returning for season 4 of Hulu’s hit reality TV show.
Reflecting on the past and looking at the future:
“It’s a big decision, and I don’t take it lightly,” began Demi.
“I have had wonderful experiences doing the show. I’ve had moments that I didn’t appreciate and where it felt like it maybe wasn’t a good fit for me. But, it’s definitely something that I’m considering. I’m weighing out all the options and I probably just need to take a little bit more time to really think about what’s best for me moving forward.”
While many would assume Demi wasn’t invited back after her behavior in season three. “It’s been extended to me that the door is wide open and that I’m welcome back.”
“I’m just hoping that we can continue the momentum and find the things that feel like a good fit for us long-term.” Demi hopes she and her husband “find our place in this crazy entertainment world. It’s a wild world to navigate, but it’s also so fun and so many fun opportunities that have come from it.”
“And I’ve watched my friends experience so many fun things. It’s fun to watch them be successful and do all the things that they’re doing. So yeah, we’ll see.”
2026 Demi:
“I really do want the old me that is reactive and a little bit cutting and can be bitchy. There are those things that I do like about myself, but also could be refined a little bit.”
“I want to enter into a little bit more of a slower season of life. We’re preparing to hopefully bring another little baby and expand our family and potentially start building a home. [So,] I really just want to bring in a softer, new, fresh energy.” She’s going to focus “more so staying in my lane, focus on my circle, and obviously helping others where I can.”
“But I feel like I’ve spent a lot of my life putting out a lot of energy that I didn’t have. It leaves me feeling depleted, and then I oftentimes react the way that I do. I’m recognizing these patterns with myself and a lot of self-sabotage patterns that I have had in my life, and I’m wanting to, once and for all, work on those things and turn over a new leaf. I’m really trying to head into a softer era.”
Decision making:
“Obviously, I’m valued there,” explained the woman whose urine allegedly tastes like Fruity Pebbles. “I think it could be an amazing opportunity if it ends up feeling right for Bret and me.”
“So that’s what we’re going to be deciding over the next little bit, in terms of if we want to move forward there. It honestly kind of feels like a chapter’s closing and a new one’s opening, and I’m excited to see what comes of it. It’s a good way to close out the year and I’m excited to start back up 2026 and see what comes.”
