
Real Housewives of Beverly Hillsย alumย Teddi Mellencampย has experienced “a constant ache” since her split fromย Edwin Arroyave.
On the Diamonds in the Roughย podcast that Teddi hosts with Erika Jayne, the equestrian explained how she’s been since her separation.
Rollin’ solo:
Teddi explained, Edwin and Iโwent to this whole coupleโs therapy thing and it announced me as an introvert. It was shocking information for everybody, even though Iโve been saying this my entire life.”
“I am naturally an introvert, so I enjoy my alone time [and] I need to recharge.โ
โThereโs moments that Iโm feeling now, where I feel really lonely and I donโt know if those loneliness feelings mean that Iโve made a mistake or this is justย something I have to get used toย and this is the new change in my life.
โOh my gosh, Iโm so embarrassed Iโm getting emotional, but that it is such a confusing part of all of this.โ
Moving forward:
“Are you supposed to power through or are you supposed to give it [time],โ asked Teddi.
Teddi described a โconstant acheโ that sheโs โtrying to fake [her] way throughโ each day. She told Tamra and their podcast listeners, โI have talked about this in therapy.”
“Iโm attracted to another chaotic situation.โ
Teddi’s childhood impact:
โI donโt want to give too much away about my parents or anything like that, but clearly my dad [John Mellencamp] was a rock star.”
“He met some girl at the Rainbow Room and it was my mom and they had babies [while] he was married already. Like, everything was a sh*t show.โ (Never forget, Teddi’s affair with a twice-married father was exposed in November.)
Teddi continued, โThereโs been a lot of ups and downs in my life. My only goal has ever been to give my kids stability. I donโt know if itโs loneliness or I feel scared,” but “I also donโt feel like Iโm enough.โ